how can you love someone if you dont like them...or respect them..? Its not possible. I'm so disapointed with this relationship, that my other relationships have all suffered. because I am so lost in this one. I dont know how to be a friend or to have friends. I am so lonely, I honest feel hollow in side. If it weren't' for my kids, I wouldnt know what to do. They keep me going. I know I would have been dead by now, if it weren't for them. thank you god. I am consumed with loneliness, that my stomach hurts. I wish I could read minds. what is he feeling or thinking...probably the same thing.