blogger has evolved...when i couldnt' wait to blog, there werent any ads or widgets or wikis..it was just content. what people felt, what i felt. now there are stats and pageviews and adspaces and all that jazz. kinda of crazy. what happened to just blogging...? oh well. we didn't talk much today...a few text messages and that was it. are we growing apart...again there is sense of newness for us..and its kinda nice but kinda scary... its like neither one of us wants to go that extra mile because we are content in our feelings for each other and it just is. we love each other. although, i sometimes get bothered and hurt. wonder if he feels like that? oh well. i dont want to go back to his house with taylor there and i dont want to move india in. really...? am i being selfish for that? but it seems like we need to get to know each other again. but it seems like we are trying to be friends first which actually is working out..but its hard to separate. how do couples be friends and lovers...how do you do that. sometimes i feel like i can tell him what i feel and others i wish he would just know it. its little weird... i signed up for college today and i was kind of excited about it. but nothing like always...oh well.