I"m better...we need to thank the Lord for the small progress...you wont let anyone love you , when the Lord does right... you can call it heaven...and when someone does right. you can call it heaven, but running away.you go to hell..when peace comes or do right comes..you stay in hell...because you are used to the system of not having right or peace or do right... we give up on the process of change because we are so used to it not coming easy so when it does come, or that blessing comes, we think its normal.