is wondering when...

when will he get it? things aren't right. we didn't speak for 7 days...and then on one day, we say a few words, and things are okay? no actually they aren't. am i wasting my time...am I wasting away? how do we be friends?

i can't be honest with him...
he isn't honest with me
i dont tell him everything
he doesn't tell me everything..
how did we get here...
afraid of hurting his feelings, or start an argument or just whatever...

it seems all i do is complain, but if i'm not getting what i deserve shouldn't i complain?
even if he doesn't?

men are mixed up. i'm just wondering when he is going to really see me.

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